"Don’t Hold Yer Breath!" - by CherryBox
HOW DO I SHAKE THIS WEIRD FETISH GUILT…… this is something i’ve been struggling with for AGES and in the past it’s gotten to the point where my kink-related guilt absolutely murdered my sex drive for months. how do you reassure yourself that you’re a good person despite the fact that you like bad things. how.
that’s… partially it. it’s mainly that i’m not as heavily into BDSM as i used to be (the bdsm community has really disappointed me in general and i don’t want to add to that even indirectly), and i have a bit of nagging guilt over entertaining fantasies of sexual violence in the first place. i still love fictional gore and violence but publicly expressing it (even if it’s just reblogging fanart to a blog) makes me feel uneasy and guilty.
it’s a little hard for me to explain. like, if i have a fantasy about being beaten up and taken advantage of, that’s fine because it’s my fetish, and i’m ultimately “consenting” in my own fantasy. but if i enjoy art of another person (even if they’re fictional) being beaten up and taken advantage of, i feel guilty because it’s no longer me, and i’m using the subject of the art as a proxy for my own sexual enjoyment and as a result gaining arousal from violence enacted on another person.
if i felt the absolute need to keep the blog running at a regular pace i would certainly look for someone else to manage the blog, but honestly it’s never been that important to me, lol.
i dont really like running noncon as anything other than a guro blog anymore…. ggghhhh….
Heres “I </3 u 2” also by miu. I guess you could call this a sequel to “I <3 u 2”.
I finally drew something
Hopefully this is the beginning of a beautiful season of more porn
but I’m busy as fuck so probs not, sorry
oh my fucking god this is perfect